Haha... just so youall know.... you are cracking me up (as usual). Even the good Dr. Steen has been very entertaining. Youall are great.
On a side note.... my sister-in-law (not the one who just had two strokes) was complaining to me that lots of people said she was mean.
I said "Well, you are mean."
She said "I'm not mean!".
To which my reply was "How do you know you are not mean? If everyone calls you mean you are probably mean. You should just own your shit. If you are mean you are mean. It is not the worst thing in the world to be mean. There are lots of other virtues such as honesty, hard work, honor. Being nice is underrated. I'm mean. I know this cause that what everyone tells me."
and she finally said.... "Well.... I'm not mean."
Haha.
I really think that if my sister-in-law and I were in the Stazi we would rise to a very high rank. Good thing I don't have much power. A mere million dollars is just enough to keep me out of trouble. As it is I get along beautifully with my family, my dog, and neighbors, etc.
My friends and I were discussing the fact that a large portion of soldiers (in a war like WWII) never fire their weapon. Something like 20% of soldiers do all the shooting... and killing. A bunch of my fiends said they could not shoot anyone... even in a war. I said that I would shoot the enemy with glee, especially if they were not able to shoot back (after all... I'm no hero). Pretty strange all that. Good thing I have never actually seriously hurt anyone.
I think it is that fucking low agreeability score that does this to me.... in combination with a low neurosis.