MacGruberKnows wrote:
Nope. I've seen it. I've been around it. I've seen the ones who can be saved and the ones who can't, who you can only wash your hands of. Her parent are washing their hands of her. This is a death spiral. As someone mentioned before, the doctors aren't helping her, they are her drug dealers. That's all she wants from them. Drugs. This is going on while she is living in her parents house. They've seen it and they've told her to get out. Things are about to get 100X more fucked up for her and people around her when this happens. You tell me how it ends when she is kicked out of her parents house. You have to save what you can save. The kids. Elyse is gone. Be sure to comment on how the grandparents are unfeeling uncaring assholes when they kick her out and go to court to keep the kids and what's left of the trainwreck is whining about her kids have been stolen from her. Poor poor fucking Elyse? Fuck that. Poor poor everyone else around her.
And the buddy I knew in high school who ended up stealing his parents retirement money to pay for his drugs? Yeah, I wish he had died before he did that. I know a lot of people who wish they had been his cause of death, including his brother. And I could tell you a lot of other stories about the poor poor druggies who only deserve our love and understanding. Fuck that. They are not victims. They are victimisers.
If you care about Elyse so much send money to her PayPal account or whatever she is setting up. Buy her more drugs. Be a part of her impending death. Tell her she's a victim. Enable her behavior. Me, fuck that, I'll send money to the account her grandparents set up for the kids.
I get that you have a history with someone who went through this shit, but I think your dichotomy about junkies being victimizers as opposed to victims is false. I think these people are actually both victims and victimizers.
I've lived through the same shit with the cousin I mentioned in my last post. He's a close friend of mine, and he's drained us of thousands of dollars (especially his parents) and put us through lots of sleepless nights. His parents have alternately kicked him out of the house and let him come back, he's been in and out of mental hospitals and jail. He's been in the same death spiral you are talking about for years, and he's literally died a couple times to boot. The thing is, he's mental and he's had serious traumas. He isn't a rational actor, in fact he goes through periods where he is completely psychotic, and he can't differentiate his psychoses from reality. So he didn't sit down one day and decide to become a heroin addict so that he could lose the ability to be responsible and fuck up the lives of the people close to him. It started as a release from the hell that was his life and mental illness, and it ended up owning him and contributing to the hellishness of his life. He did a lot to fuck us up, but he didn't do it with foresight or malice.
The other thing is that he actually seems to be pulling out of it now. He hit a low point in his life and finally decided to face his addiction. He's on opiate replacement therapy now, and he's been stabilizing for awhile. He doesn't do drugs that he isn't prescribed anymore, and he hasn't had an OD in months. He's even back in college, and just got his own apartment for the first time in forever.
Elyse isn't your addict or my addict, and I don't know much about her situation, because she doesn't interest me much. Honestly the amount of stuff on this site about her makes me a little uncomfortable, because I don't think her situation is any of my business. But that aside, I don't think her future is written in stone, and I don't think she is 100% victimizer. Yeah, it looks like she is putting her family through hell, and yeah she is probably going to get worse before she gets better. I don't think that necessarily means that she is going to die or that we should hope for her to die.
Personally, I hope she deletes her damn social media accounts and checks herself into rehab or some kind of a program, because she clearly needs serious help she isn't getting, and I don't think her vomit selfies are going to help her when and if she ever pulls out of this situation. The best thing for her family would be if she could pull herself together and become a functioning adult again.
tl;dr - I see your point of view, but I think you are being a little too harsh.